It's a crappy day.
After this crap who really cares anyway right?
So I check in with Mun to see what's going on, if he will meet up for climbing.
He will! and he is aiming for "the gauntlet" climbing 24 routes.
Insane I think.
I set my goal for 5 routes. Less than mediocre. I might have to up the ante just a bit.
Thinking about it just gets my adrenalin going and my heart pumping faster.
It's only shitty because I let it be, and it spiraled downward from there.
I forced myself to smile more and it slowly turned up... yes sure enough. The sun is out, people were friendlier. Laughs all around!
Tomorrow:
List of things to do at work
smile a lot, greet everyone
send out love to the universe
Breathe
After this crap who really cares anyway right?
So I check in with Mun to see what's going on, if he will meet up for climbing.
He will! and he is aiming for "the gauntlet" climbing 24 routes.
Insane I think.
I set my goal for 5 routes. Less than mediocre. I might have to up the ante just a bit.
Thinking about it just gets my adrenalin going and my heart pumping faster.
It's only shitty because I let it be, and it spiraled downward from there.
I forced myself to smile more and it slowly turned up... yes sure enough. The sun is out, people were friendlier. Laughs all around!
Tomorrow:
List of things to do at work
smile a lot, greet everyone
send out love to the universe
Breathe
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I've always been tempted to try the forced smiling thing, but I'm worried I will look like a crazy person.
ReplyDeleteI Did look like a crazy person!
ReplyDeleteOr at least in constant pain or constipated!!!! :-P
ReplyDeleteBut it turned my mood around also focused on climbing and friends!
Turned the s@#$ I brought on myself around!
I also did 7 Routes and Mun was able to do at least 14 or 15!
Way to push yourself Pree, but you don't have to push yourself all the time. It's okay to be mellow sometime.
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