DOST - AMIGO - FRIEND

I have many different types of friends: friends who are the "good time charlie" sort, friends I never see but when we do its like no time or space has passed between us, friends who are dependable, flaky friends, shady friends, frenemies, childhood friends who have that ever lasting bond, friends from childhood, acquaintances, people I know, sisterly friends, brotherly friends, friends who are no longer friends, friends who were friends but friends no more, internet friends, my closest dearest bestie friends wherever they are, seasonal friends, work friends, college and grad school friends ...







... in the end i love them all.


we are all one.



(disclaimer: however it is only human to feel intense emotions at some point in the other.)

B R E A T H E

Living on my own!

Its a bout time I finally moved out of my parents home. Yes finances will be tight, but I needed this. There is a difference between being all sheltered and waiting for the good thing to come by, than making your own effort. I love my parents deeply, but I was not growing. I really needed to do it my way, spread my wings, fly, leave the nest...
So, yes, I now have my very own apartment... two bedrooms, one bath, a tiny kitchen and a nice big dinning/living room. It is my space, my time.

So far its been nice having friends, and family support, however there are moments when i feel utter loneliness, which is natural. I wish i had a pet at that point. However it is a natural thing and I must face that emotion.

I can keep my thoughts to myself, and enjoy the silence: giving me time to write!

Also can't wait to be more active, and be outdoors in the nature soon in spring, do all the things I didn't have time for in the past. Will always keep family in my and heart though.

<3
 Sleepy

To blog or not to blog

Ok honestly I love blogging, and I don't blog half as much as I want to, but then again its hard to stay motivated as a writer because I don't get half as much feedback as I would like to receive. Furthermore blogger, as much as I love google, does not fulfill my needs... Suggestions?
Different blogging sites? Anything?

Good news is, I moved out of my parents home, now I may write more.

february feelings

Snow snow snow... spring is no where in sight
Tis been 7 months since we met, dear love,
Life times of memories created.
Seasons have changed as we have grown - fonder, nearer, dearer.

Muse

To believe in, to hold
To hold me when I sleep,
To laugh together, little jokes that only we know.


Perfect chivalry, perfect chemistry
The animal - within unleashed, the man - gentle and caring.


Holding hands, sitting by the campfire come snow or fall
Journeying through the world of Harry Potter as one.

Trust through communication and understanding
Love through looking into the soul
Deep brown eyes.

Gives me strength, gives me hope,
my dreams come alive again.

Little adventures, leaping across streams
forests, mountains and who knows what else
Inspire through just being you.

Believe in me, believe in you,
Believe the us will see us through.

Most of all I see what I can be,
with just a little bit of help from you
Smiles, caresses, kisses and warmth
Growth, changes, life and love.

WV - NEW RIVER GORGE - OCTOBER 2010

with my <3