It has been 27 years already. Usually I have a different approach to these sorts of events. However, this time I have much to reflect on:
It has been a trying year the passed 2009, certain people were my life jackets, and kept me from drowning. I look back on 27 years and think what have I done? I see it all and I think I could have done more, but there is time yet. Also there is the fact of who I am and who I am trying to become. They do not resonate with one another.
I believe change is good, especially when one can be fluid with the changes around them, changing from within and changing due to the need to change. I always enjoy constructive criticism, however I also want to be who I wish to be, not the norms and expectations which the world wants out of me.
I will try something new this year. I will break out of my shell, and learn to commandeer the skies and winds. This will be a mighty big change for me, but it is something I have been needing to grow to do. I feel as though I have grown, but the fire inside me was not burning strongly enough, and now it on the verge of exploding.
So let me give to the world what I have to give, and nurture myself from within, a well as others.
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It has been a trying year the passed 2009, certain people were my life jackets, and kept me from drowning. I look back on 27 years and think what have I done? I see it all and I think I could have done more, but there is time yet. Also there is the fact of who I am and who I am trying to become. They do not resonate with one another.
I believe change is good, especially when one can be fluid with the changes around them, changing from within and changing due to the need to change. I always enjoy constructive criticism, however I also want to be who I wish to be, not the norms and expectations which the world wants out of me.
I will try something new this year. I will break out of my shell, and learn to commandeer the skies and winds. This will be a mighty big change for me, but it is something I have been needing to grow to do. I feel as though I have grown, but the fire inside me was not burning strongly enough, and now it on the verge of exploding.
So let me give to the world what I have to give, and nurture myself from within, a well as others.
<3
" certain people were my life jackets, and kept me from drowning" -- that's beautiful... i just read your newer post, and this phrase just fits right in,,,
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